working

working...funny..she ask me again..y i dun go 2 work??4 other ppl..mayb this oly a very normal question..but 4 her...i just duno..y she duno....i rber tat she told ..she hope his bf can acc her anytime...erytime when she need him....say seriously..i duno when ...really...wat i can do..is just set myself free eryday...n wait 4 d moment...she ask me..y?y u dun 1 work??y u rather stay at home doing ntg...i hope 2 let her noe...but...i dun think so..hehe..when tat time i start working...seriously...we have no anymore chance meet again....mayb she not blv...but i can say...i was work 4eryday...weekend working outside...weeday...stay at office do paper work...she never feel tat...tat crazy time...eryday...i stay alone at home..jsut bcs i hope she wil look 4 me...but...2bad...i cant say anything...bcs she really tat bz...i just hope can have more time stay v her...can be v her...holiday is cuming...she's going bc soon...sumore wont come bc pp 4 a long time...act...i just confuse v a question...she say mis me also...but...if really mis...y dun try arrange more time meet v me??i cant say anything...she got his own life...sumore we r oly fre...mayb just a little of special...suan la...no matter how i wil try stay myself in happy...wont disturb her as well...last 2nd week di...after this 2 week...i think we really wil becum a normal fre adi....no more special....bcs we seriously...dun have anytime meet each other anymore....but i stil hope u wil happy alw...i love...love u....so much.......

bad day

she cal me 2day...wow...wat a big surprise...i should be very happy...she oly 1 i mis eryday ery hour...but...i had lose d chance...once again...i say sumting wrong...mayb is my false....duno...i start getting ble...wat front of my eye...wat she thinking??she told me tat she mis me also...then??if really mis me...y dun arrange sum r abit bit..a little bit time 2 meet me??really tat bz??eryday...i sked 2 ms her..cal her just bcs i was disturb her...i keep waiting her..wait ...n wait...then??seriously...if her fre din ask her come...whould she??if i din ms her 4 whole day...wil she ms me??wil she??duno....i trust her...i really trust her so much...but confident was given break down again n again...wil gone???duno...mayb 1 day...mayb tat day she's not here anymore...but...i stil mis her....so much....i mis u....my love...

family day..should be..

i think not should be..hehe...bcs it jsut pass ...haha...my parent come n visit me yesterday...not bad...at least ...i get a new hp...haha..should be very happy...but..duno le..feel like...i also duno...hehe...suan ba...wat ever la...finally...i wil be bc my working life lu....of course...not rite now..haha..but soon...^^..tat time cant write blog lu..mayb..hehe..u noe la..not free ma...sumore tat working time is so sohai..haiz..but..even it sohai..also gd ge...at least it can fill me up all my time...no need give me free anymore..haha..then i can be enjoy my single life lo..hahha....no need think so much..i think tat gd 4 me...2 day...kenelf cal me o..haha..quite suprise...cal me out play basketball la...not bad...at least i wont stay whole day at home, keep on watching movie..hehe..i think most of d video film..i had been watched...haha...seriously feel like i becum a zai nan jo...haha....future had been sure day by day...but no matter wat happen..i stil me...me stil i..ntg wil ntg change from me...bcs this is me...

home alone

staying alone again....haiz...this not d 1st time...but i noe this not d last time also...i tot tat normal 4 me adi..staying alone doing ntg .....but finally...i noe tat..i sked 2 be alone also....silent.....all d way .....just quiet....even cant hear a bug's screaming....2bad...i cal her just now ....she so cold.....even i ask her sumting ...like ....haiz...suan ba....wat ever .....mayb i should be a pure killer....kill all of u....KILL!!!!!!!!!
mcb kan ni nia bo ccbai...puki ma lan kiao....ham ga chan...diu niasing...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................!!@#$%^&*@#$%^&@#$%^@#$%^&@#$%^@#$%^&@#$%^&*
wow.....cb siok...hahahha...really hope can have a drink v her...can spend more abit time v her....tat not 1st time...but mayb is last time....

5.40am....i wake up adi...so fas lo..swt..wat wrong v me??lol..haiz...duno y le...u d 1 who come out from my mind...haha..funny..^^haiz...fucking heavy my cough, feel like shit...suck!!!2day..i tel her my felling di..hehe..seriously..siok tel u ...haha...geting enjoy v tat...enjoy eryday when u come n look 4 me tat time..haha..even jsut a min r a short time...deng love it man..haha...but 2 bad...u r not feeling well 2day..haiz...sumore beside u tat 1 not me again....it really feel so bad...bcs i alw not d 1...i really suck....but no matter how la...i stil hope u can recover faster n faster...^^

story life

wow..finally i finish the story di...nice...seriously nice..pity him...but not oly him...especially her...butterfly have gone...have no chance 4 him anymore n ever...y ?just y...y he sked??y he stop himself??y??just go...never stop urself..bcs u mayb u have chance anymore....

u give me happy..but sad...u give me hope..but hopeless...i feel ntg ....like a heart becum a stone...i trying to do all u told me....no matter wat izit..but u just cal me 2 stop it....it hurt..seriously..i just trying treat u all d best...trying 2 give u all my truth...but...at d end...'we r fre issac'....i can say nothing ...seriously...bcs we seriously just a fre....jsut a normal fre....i try 2 put u out of my heart..but i failed...day by day...u like virus..grow up so fas inside my heart...it was a poison...but i never hope 2 stop it...i rather let d poison kil me...also dun hope 2 stop it....bcs i noe ...this oly d time 4 me...4me stay v u....2 act like ur boy...